break...... well that's what i just did without being so engrossed in biology. or perhaps 'BREAK'... which should never happen to me..... my temper seems to be a little short for these few days due to certain factors like stress.... worries.... lack of sleep... i only get half of what is really required for a human being. pathetic huh? everyone around me seems to be leaving this world. i just don't know why as this was the third funeral i attended this year, one after the other..... they may just seem to be neighbours or family friends where you do get a glance of them maybe a few days or weeks ago and then that sudden news which makes you stop trying to recall those days of what these people have contributed to you in various ways. i guess I'm afraid of death. its not only me right? everyone... everybody wants to enter heaven but no one wants to die. the fear for death... I feel, thinking of it is just scary.... try imagining yourself inside a coffin wrapped...... gosh i'm scared. I guess i should stay away from sinful acts..... try my best to be a bit more polite to my love ones.... not to throw my temper on them... which i always do. but what scares me the most is, all these people who left were around my parents age...... i freaked out when i realized this. i mean i don't want to undergo any agonizing moments of seeing your parents without a life.... i would break..... death is a reminder to many. in fact to all human beings, that we don't live forever. we have to return to our creator. we have to be judged for all our acts. so i guess, life is short. be good to everyone around you... hinder yourself from hurting people's feelings... forgive and forget... well i do forgive... but i dont forget well that's to just keep me from burning my fingers again. to sum it up,
Every man dies. Not every man really lives.
William Wallace
good night world :)
Every man dies. Not every man really lives.
William Wallace
good night world :)
