hey there, just back from school. and yes i had time to vain. time flies so fast... as it is almost the end of august. sigh. and now i should start stressing myself up for the year end exam. its like 2 months away. organic chem could sound easy but some parts of it are hard. but compared to physical organic is wayyy better... snap! now i bring in chemistry to my blog. chemistry is making me go insane. seriously. STPM chemistry is so freaking hard! as we are given lectures by my chemistry teacher about constant studying... what could we do if it does not work then.... :( because of this i am getting headaches everyday.... and that is worrying me,.. life is not a bed of roses indeed..... sigh!

what a transformation huh? cant believe that i went through so much LOL and 5 years did pass is a split of a second.....

i cant help lamenting about my experience in F6. as it seems to be getting pretty hard day by day. from the subjects itself to the homework and the "think out of the box" method. its not easy and coping up with it could be a big challenge. i am finding organic chem quite hard though it looks easy especially the naming part and all but when it comes to the processes its confusing =.= wth rite? despite being satisfied with my biology results, still pn. Doreen gave a 2 period lecture. pn. Doreen seems to be quite different when compared to most teachers that i have come across. her ways of conversing with her pupils in being inquisitive to know their weak points is just not ordinary. so far, no teacher has ever done that to me. she seems to be quite inspiring though. her past did reflect a lot of determination which made her succeed. as it was unique and quite touching. she seems to be the outstanding one when it comes to teachers, that's what i look in a teacher.. he or she should be different in her ways of lecturing. that extraordinary style is what i look in a teacher. i don't prefer competition but sometimes that could be a boost to bring in some energy in you to do well. but sometimes cetain individuals could over do it. and this could turn out to be very annoying. there should be a limit people! since tomorrow is a holiday my mood was not in class. lol thinking of the pleasures of sleeping longer made me yawn the whole day from 7 to 2. and once the bell rang i was like finally! my main intention was to sleep. its my current habit i guess. my addiction to it shall never die. as i really dont know how to get rid of it. at this moment even, i yawned more that 3 times signs to cuddle up in bed with my cozy blanket. gosh! i am sickening! i could even put my blog to sleep if i continued elaborating on sleep. lol its contagious. beware. i could even put you to sleep right in front of your computer.

with the festival around the corner, things are getting pretty busy. well, actually it was not that busy until my mum shocked me with news that my annoying grandaunt and uncle would be spending the last few days of fasting and the eid festival with us. i was like "DAMN IT"i mean not to be isolating myself or perhaps being an anti-social soul from this surface. but if you mind your business and stop bossing people around would be just appropriate. i hate fussy people. and... i have had enough experience with her. she maybe old, but most of the old people that i have come across arent this bad.... so yeah i cant bare it. even i wore stylishly she would go on whining on and on... saying i am too fashionable... wasting money on clothes blah blah blah... excuse me? its my life... i run it the way i like. i shall dress or eat or do whatever. what bothers you? damn it! just hate that in her! i was imagining a quite festival with the 5 of us. snacking on merrily.. joking about.... behaving in our own ways... visiting my uncle... but my ideas were cut of with such dreadful news. it ruined my festive mood. and now i am so not looking forward for anything.. well, i gotta flee off ... doing my organic chem h/w so yeah cant waste time. see ya.

so i was in the midst of reading this awesome book :) its about how women is saudi are underestimated.. women are not toys to play with.. it illustrates how over powering men are in saudi. well its about the saudi royal family. how high the sons are kept and how low the princesses are stooped down by the king (father). they are restricted in receiving education... not allowed to get anything they want but their princes ( brothers) get everything. well this shows that being a princess it not everything... this book taught me that i am proud to be an ordinary girl and i can get anything what i want.... well women are not shit to be treated like that.... in every religious book they dont encourage men to over control their women including my religion but certain maniacs are there outside... who twist everything. and i shall always say i am proud to be a women :)

guess what??? i cut steps... :)

dramatic always... :P

tarbush.

nice deco rite?

the birthday girl :) and her present.

she again... lol

we have to vain first dont we?

on a damn wednesday, well in saints if you are a monitor its an acception to wear the kk uniform.. so yeah being an asst. monitor i didnt know that. so yeah you hardly see any muslim girls around in that school so as usual i was reluctant in wearing a short skirt with the VAD t shirt so i wore my ordinary RC whiter pants with the VAD t shirt as i wore it before during kk day too... so i was merrily talking to haslin and sam when haslin was like " aysha i think pn ong is coming for you" ok confused rite?? who is pn ong: a ratty old nutty, idiotic damn discipline teacher who practically sucks at advising her students who break the rules. hate her! she screams at me in front of the whole bloody canteen and everyone's eyes were on me.... i wanted to vanish at that instant if i could as it was so freaking embarrassing :( because i wore white pants.... damn her! she was so desperate for a cheepskate 20 cents as a fine... go ahead keep it! i didnt like her from the first time i saw her... she got me into trouble this time cause she could not scold me for me brown hair which was natural. but finally with supporting friends i felt better at the end of the day.... but still i shall never forget that >:(

being in a co-ed school could be fun... especially the affairs that pop out... two timing.... jealousy lol it just makes me laugh..... we had the selections for the new boards of discipline. and yes congrats to all of you who got it... =) i didnt want anything as it would be a big distraction to me... and this would affect my studies as i could see how it did for some of my friends. all thanks to my brother who advised me on this lol. and yes my class is the best we have this new thing lol " faceboard" a borad version of facebook where students could update their statuses in class too... cool huh?? yeah 6s4 is cool :)

and yes my mum's special 50th birthday :) it was THE BEST surprise ever given to her... hahahaaa my sis and i planned it for weeks. we were in a big dilemma in choosing the right spot.. what gift to get it and all.. but then we started of with my brother coming in as a surprise all the way from KL unknowingly to her. then on that day i had my scrabble tournament in city bayview that made it better as we are pretended to ignore her. they on that day sis and bro surprised her with some flowers, and a card that i made and she loved it awww :). after that, forced her to get dressed as we said we shall flee of to some mall or something. but then we took her to tarbush ( a restaurant that she loves) and she was life OMG! lol. after dinner, we bought out the cake and she was like i'm so embarrassed and then all of us gave her the biggest surprise a diamond ring.. :) and she had tears if joy in her eyes.. she has sacrificed a lot for us.. and this is one of the best alternatives to say thank you mum and you are the best! ( pics would be in the next post)

well i am running out of words gosh!! i totally forgot everything that happened,,,, lol nevermind the human brain is not perfect right?? :) toodles.