MY VALLEY OF LIFE..,

JUNE ALREADY?

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

seconds pass by,, minutes pass by... hours pass by... then days....weeks..months and years.... i cant believe my eyes that its june already!!! i mean i could still remember what i did last june ... in 2010 hahhaaa having an extraordinary holiday with my family in sri lanka... good times! memories should always remain. cherishing those moments just make you feel better. although i forgot to post this special post during the month of may.. so many events have occurred during this month. both sorrowful ones and enjoyable ones. dont misunderstand me.. i didnt forget it or do it on purpose but its the cause of my crappy internet. so yeah i'm excused

the 2 people i adored the most!!!!! your absence has caused me to shed a lot of tears when i think of you....

firstly: happy birthday grandpa my greatest inspiration! you inspired me in every way!! to study hard! and take over your carrier, i'm being strong because of you. i shall strive hard and succeed in life for you. i know your smiling above from heaven and i know your blessings shall always keep my spirits high =) (on the 21st of may)

secondly: dear grandma, you were the best grandma i have ever had! you gave me everything what i wanted. you cooked everything what i liked pampered me to the max! spending my childhood days with you was not a waste at all!! because, for that every second you nurtured me with your love and you never failed to make me happy.... i hope i have not hurt you in any way.... your disappearance was the biggest shock to me. as i could still recall what happened on that very day you left me.... i sensed it. no matter what, i always love you! and i'm glad to have a grandma like you. =)

my crazy cousy! hahaa happy 19th birthday!!! hahaha you were not at all like a cousin to me . we were more like best pals! styling about, playing about.... singing... dancing... gossiping.... hahahhaaaa until we parted in 2001. and then rejoined in 2010... when i met you after 9 years. it was splendid!!! as we had our own private sleep over where we vained a lot at around 12 something LOL. we are awesum arent we? =P till the end we should always remain like this. i hope so =) happy birthday Shu!!!!

lastly: my darling-cute lil- nephew ajward, happy birthday!!! your my favorite nephew and i love you sooo much!!! youre so cute!!! so caring!! and i like the way you sulk! happy birthday!!

certain moments in life are very important, cherishing them is happiness... family does play an important role in every soles lives. because.. if it wasnt for them, you would not be who you are today. =) love more and hate less.

AFTER 10000000 YEARS OF BLOGGING .

Thursday, May 26, 2011

see me vain after a long time =) trust me it feels goood!

missed me?? i bet you noticed this " active blog " seemed to be dead for a long period huh? well one good reason could be: people are busy !!! but yea NOT for me. obviously a jobless freak like me could not be busy. or should i put the blame on my " oh-so-not-perfect... crappy INERNET " which caused me not to blog? thats the answer for my un-activeness. LOL. anyway its a pleasure to blog. a big nice one =) after ages of stuffing my mind with my thoughts has just caused me to go wild ( not the "WILD" that you might have been imagining) i felt like a claustrophobic patient. locked in a 4 walled room. i mean come on...... tell me who could not live in this century without the internet..... its one of the greatest inventions (am i right?) that mankind has ever created. i know the pain and torture i underwent with out it. and... i never ever want to go through that again. cause its just terrible! okay lets cut out the lamenting and grumbles and come back to reality

first of all....... the education ministry SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!!!!!!!! M A X i am frothing mad at them for the moment. i just point my fingers at them for making me lazy!!!! oh come on!!!!! how hard could it be to process a bloody entry??? i mean you arent having a zillion students queuing up? only four bloody students!! oh come on people!!! wake up for god's sake! ish! i'm behind schedule all because of them. and to top it off this bloody processing would be done after this 2 weeks holidays. and i'm like :O can you imagine how much of work teachers like to pile up when there's a holiday a 2 weeks holiday??? ship loads!!! and i'm a poor victim and i'm going to suffer terribly unfortunately....

secondly.. i miss my GLEE :( terribly!! i read it on yahoo that they are at new york performing something. unfortunately due to my crappy net everything is ruined.

third: i feel outdated!! and i hate that feeling!! its like you are coming out from some other era into the 21st century.

four: i feel lonely. you see everyone's out learning something. form 6 has started... others going on with their studies... matrix too... everyone's out there learning but me??? sitting at home doing nothing absolutely nothing! and that is making me lazy... trust me! i'm exceeding my sleeping hours! i am justing falling a sleep even though i had 8 hours of sleep. after waking up in the morning i'm yawning :O wth right? that shows that my brain is not active at all!! my batteries are dying! and thats not good.......

five: i finally found the cause of the little tumor in my nasal cavity =D its called rhinolith. i felt like some kind of ENT specialist when i discovered it... all what i want to do is consult a doctor and ask him about this ( wanna observe whether he is aware of his knowledge on ear nose and throat) i know i sound like some kind of spoilt smart brat ( minus off the "smart" word) hahahaa actually i felt like some kind of pro when i was going on with my investigation =) i hope that someday my "pro investigations " would come true.... i shall chase behind it and concur it.

six: I WANNA WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!!!!! i waited all these months for you!! =) and i am sooo gonna watch you!! my has it got to be the last??? =( i am gonna miss you sparrow,,,, your funny acts are priceless! it was out recently last week i think. its a MUST WATCH MOVIE OF THE YEAR!! =)

seven: i am off for dinner will blog soon and get you updated buh bye.... =)

14 AND A HALF HOURS OUT..

Monday, May 16, 2011

whew! finally i found some time to update this post. actually i was supposed to do it yesterday but at the moment my house is under renovation. yup yup!! its getting a nice coat of paint. so yeah as usual the whole is a mess. furnitures thrown here and there.... so lets get to the point. on Sunday we went to KL . the four of us dad,mum.bro and me. sis didn't tally along because she had her exams coming up and she was out for work. so we left penang at 6.30 in the morning. i think i prefer to travel in the morning because the scenery was quite pleasant. so, our first intention was to hand over the visa thingi's to the guy who does it for my brother to enter UNI. off we headed to kampar. reached there at about 8 something, handed everything over and had roti chanai for breakfast at some restaurant. after that, we left kampar and headed straight to KL. reached KL at about 12 ish and then we lost our way =.= pathetic much! we couldn't find the duke highway even though we followed all the signs LOL. finally we managed to find it. after that obstacle, we couldn't find the Uni. great! so we had to pay a taxi guy and he lead us there whew! otherwise we would have looked like a bunch of uneducated idiots in a big city. hahahaaaa. so yeah better not look like a sucker. our main reason: to find a room for bro. so yeah under the scorching hot sun we had a time searching for one. my gosh! living in KL is not a joke! everything is so damn expensive! finally we managed to find one .. a costly one.. and it wasnt worth at all. tsk tsk. so at around 3 something we were just roaming around that area finding restaurants and mini marts. for lunch, first we headed to some restaurant in wangsa maju.. unfortunately they didnt have food =.= absurd right??? then i started realizing that penang was BETTER!!! obviously when it comes to food, penang stands first. =) then we settled down for lunch at some other restaurant. at around 4 ish, we left KL. then, came this heavy downpour when we were just about to leave KL. OMG!!! you could not see the road even! it was that terrible.! people were gradually stopping because they were afraid to drive on. i think it lasted for an hour i guess.. after that it was fine. reached penang at 8.00 in the evening exhausted! didnt have dinner. LOL i was too exhausted to eat i guess. just slipped into my night clothes and tucked myself in bed. =) and that was A 14 AND A HALF HOUR TRIP =) TOODLES!

DEEP, DEEPER. DEEPEST TROUBLE.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

indeed life does cut like a knife. in this era its way better to be an animal rather than being a human. i bet you could die in this century easily if your stress level jacks up like this. gosh! everyday seems to be a big torture to me. problems after problems. for one silly mistake because of my dumb ignorance this is what is sums up to. my MAIN problem is :

PHYSICS.

we all do know that i hate this subject to the max. at this spur moment i am cursing the person who came up with physics all of you! Einstein, Galileo, newton and all those wacko's under the sun! you have really put me into a lot of shit! whats so important in physics? not knowing the importance of this bloody subject has put me into a big dilemma. i cant even choose a proper professional course. every single bloody course requires physics at its stated : at least a B wth?

and now i'm really regretting why didn't i ever take up an interest in physics. if i had just put in a bit more effort i wouldn't have been lamenting over here. but its not my fault if the teachers in school aren't that interesting. physics should be thought with interest , action and excitement. you cant expect every single dummy on earth to just absorb the information given. my form 4 physics teacher, who never showed us this interest. and me , being adamant in attending tuition classes thinking that it would affect my schedule. damn it! seriously! and look at the situation i'm stuck in now. crap! my foolishness.... and my ignorance.... there is no one to blame except for me.. and now i sit in one corner.... praying hard that things would change. i never knew it would turn out to be this bad. at least a B would be satisfying. who knew it would be a C. gahhhh!!!! i'm a lost soul in this wide world.. and now my worries are adding up again. i feel like exploding. the worst part is, i cant do any course without a B in physics... ( professional courses that i prefer) because everything requires at least a B in physics. i cant opt for some other course which i dont like. obviously that would create a mess because i would not have any interest in it. if i have just put in a bit more effort.... i took it too easily. i hate physics!!! if i could kill physics i would deliberately do that ! just because of one subject , observe the trouble i'm tangled in..... people, this is a great lesson to be learnt especially for those who hate physics and are gonna take an exam in it. DONT TAKE IT EASILY .

BECAUSE I'M A GIRL...

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

i really dont get it. why certain people have issues with girls? issues in this way means not glad by having a girl.... i mean why give birth to a girl then? it could be easy then. my question is :

WHATS WRONG IN BEING A GIRL?

EXPLANATION: i dont see anything wrong!

certain people think having a girl is such a burden. all i could say is.. WHAT THE HELL! wake up dude! this aint the 18th century its the 21st! having a son doesn't make you a hero. nowadays in this era, women are more successful than men. give me an explanation for that now. its so pathetic. for god sake come out of that era please. let me tell you something, you can never live with people like this. the " 18th centurer " the term that i prefer to refer them as. their brains do move backwards not forward. thats why they think in that way. thats my theory of their imagination. absurd huh? so thats why i cant wait to get out and explore this whole wide world by myself. the MORAL VALUE is : avoid socializing with people like this. IF you dont want to end up like them.

EXPECTING ME TO VAIN? ahahahaa maybe some other post. to break free from all these havoc scrabble is my choice.... noticed the red circles...they are my big words =) yes i'm showing off. LOL. good day!

CRAPPY!

Monday, May 9, 2011

every thing seems to be crappy. the weather especially ... myself =.= and my life. just imagine when every single pal of yours is out there and you're stuck in. eecchhh!!! so there i sit... waiting up for someone to update me... gawwwd! i feel so outdated! but at least now i'm kinda pleased i have the whole house to myself as this peace and quiet calms me down. i had enough with everyone around me for these past few weeks. and... i've heard enough too. those additional information just made me stand there... dumbfounded. i could have never imagined. and i am so amazed with your extraordinary behavior. at least now i am aware. and have you noticed that penang seems to be so freaking hot? this stupid heat is putting me on my nerves! so yeah! go on. chop more trees! reclaim land! open burn! and in the end this is what it concludes to. at least if my aircond was working i would shut up! but thats on repair for i dont know how long ago. this is maddening. i'n turning out to be someone so unprofessional as i'm saying "f"for everything. :( cause i'm angry. at leasy i dont say it out loud. but i still feel bad saying it in my heart. but still its not cool. okayyyy i think i have to learn how to relax myself. so i spent most of my time today asking emmelia about the form 6 stuff as there were many rules and regulations. i mean come on! we are not learning secondary education its advanced! its pre-university and do we really have to bother about all unnecessary things besides studies? extra activities arent vital over here! so yeah thats uncool. the most absurd thing i heard:

instead of red pens, green pens to mark papers.

what the...... absurd much??

so this was pur conversation about the weather,,,, LOL

lastly....

we all love to vain dont we? =D

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER? OBVIOUSLY NO!

Saturday, May 7, 2011

this is a big time vainer... because of my laziness my poor webby has to suffer... by providing different angles.... snapping pics from a webby cant guarantee satisfaction but at least it pleases you in some other way you get to feel the vain-ess.... hahahaa i know i sound like a lunatic who has just escaped from a circus but who cares? its my blog and my issues to do whatever i want lol.

normally what do you do on a saturday night? in my opinion...a saturday night should be a night filled with fun and laughter.... and... it should always be spent outside not at HOME! unlike me.... =( i spend it miserably at home... but i guess i should show a little bit of appreciation to my computer for killing off my boredom... even for dinner... its take away... how pathetic! i'm fed up staying at home for me i need my freedom.. i need to loaf about.. admire things... grab a little snack... not wait at home stare at everyones faces... feel like a prisoner ew. its sickening! aand to top it up.. its bloody hot over here! i'm roasting! this temperature is getting me on my nerves. and i'm in a bad mood. there are certain precautions when i'm in that mode:

1. dont ask me anything

2.dont joke with me

3. dont force me to do anything

if you do so.... you would end up crying. na i'm just kidding.. i'm not that mean to end up in that extend. anyway lets end this up.... its just lame... and useless... good nite. =)

I MARK MY WORDS ....

Thursday, May 5, 2011

well the heading could be quite surprising... but i did mention that my activeness in blogging would decrease eventually. and yes it did! from everyday posts to a once-a-week-post, hahaaaa but a once a week post is vital. this is to keep track of every thing going on in my everyday life. and yes i guess you noticed something new huh? no portrait of me vaining. the biggest issue of the day. normally an awesome or an oh-so-boring-post with an awesome picture of me ( i know this is a bit over teehee). with form 6 around the corner, i been pretty busy for these few days. preparations for my notes and stuff have to been done as soon as possible. so that leaves me with no time to focus on blogging. a few more days to go and i'm quite excited. because its something new... something totally different from secondary school. and the school i'm going to is totally different. a school with 98% boys and 2% girls..... how pathetic! but i cant help it at least its 10 times better than any other school ...... at least a new atmosphere could be pleasing. but high school life is just awesome. nothing could beat that...... =) and the latest of all.... the death of the world's NO.1 terrorist.... we all know that uh? bin laden was killed! why bother about poking your mind into other peoples business.... mind your own! i prefer that principle... see because of that you just get insulted and die in a dreadful manner..... ok lets forget about that. buh bye for now... =)