i feel stupid. i just wish i had a list of words that could be related to that meaning to curse myself as long as i can. i'm regretting it now... i just wish i was more conservative in the beginning. for that previous fiasco, it's starting to affect me by building up guilt and regret in my heart and mind. if i had pressurized myself a bit more i could have. but my bloody ignorance which i didnt acknowledged lead me to this situation. DAMN!!! i feel like cursing myself more and more until i run out of words... the ones behind me seem to have passed by so easily and ME??!!! i was blindfolded by my attitude which threw me into a sea of affliction. its all my fault all my fault...... (sigh) i let my pride overrule me as i marched merrily.... the one silly mistake that lead me to such grief. i thought i left those bitterness in some hidden corner in my mind, but no.... its starting to emerge once again and i'm just totally mad at myself for that dumbness i made @$%@#%@% urgghh!!!! OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME, TAKE SUCH GRIEF AND BITTERNESS AS FAR AS YOU CAN FROM ME, BECAUSE SUCH AFFLICTIONS LIKE THAT, STARTS TO KILL MY HEART AND MIND.... LEADING ME TO THE WRONG PATH IN LIFE PLEASE SWEEP ME AWAY FROM SUCH AGONY... PLEASE.......
WHO AM I..
i believe everyone stands out in their ways... well that's how its meant to be right...
so, i stand out in my ways. penning down my thoughts reminds me of every bittersweet memories that passed by. these nostalgic moments, i classify them as the most priceless gifts as they always put a smile on my face as i take a step behind and walk through that path.. MY main backbone that keeps me steady are my god and family , my dedicated PALS.So well i believe life is full of challenges and i'm battling against it. i have been through a lot of ups and downs in my life and i'm still going through. but i'm pleased =) as i know.. there are certain individuals who are undergoing worst situations in life compared to me :) so, live with it =) .
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