what a transformation huh? cant believe that i went through so much LOL and 5 years did pass is a split of a second.....

i cant help lamenting about my experience in F6. as it seems to be getting pretty hard day by day. from the subjects itself to the homework and the "think out of the box" method. its not easy and coping up with it could be a big challenge. i am finding organic chem quite hard though it looks easy especially the naming part and all but when it comes to the processes its confusing =.= wth rite? despite being satisfied with my biology results, still pn. Doreen gave a 2 period lecture. pn. Doreen seems to be quite different when compared to most teachers that i have come across. her ways of conversing with her pupils in being inquisitive to know their weak points is just not ordinary. so far, no teacher has ever done that to me. she seems to be quite inspiring though. her past did reflect a lot of determination which made her succeed. as it was unique and quite touching. she seems to be the outstanding one when it comes to teachers, that's what i look in a teacher.. he or she should be different in her ways of lecturing. that extraordinary style is what i look in a teacher. i don't prefer competition but sometimes that could be a boost to bring in some energy in you to do well. but sometimes cetain individuals could over do it. and this could turn out to be very annoying. there should be a limit people! since tomorrow is a holiday my mood was not in class. lol thinking of the pleasures of sleeping longer made me yawn the whole day from 7 to 2. and once the bell rang i was like finally! my main intention was to sleep. its my current habit i guess. my addiction to it shall never die. as i really dont know how to get rid of it. at this moment even, i yawned more that 3 times signs to cuddle up in bed with my cozy blanket. gosh! i am sickening! i could even put my blog to sleep if i continued elaborating on sleep. lol its contagious. beware. i could even put you to sleep right in front of your computer.

with the festival around the corner, things are getting pretty busy. well, actually it was not that busy until my mum shocked me with news that my annoying grandaunt and uncle would be spending the last few days of fasting and the eid festival with us. i was like "DAMN IT"i mean not to be isolating myself or perhaps being an anti-social soul from this surface. but if you mind your business and stop bossing people around would be just appropriate. i hate fussy people. and... i have had enough experience with her. she maybe old, but most of the old people that i have come across arent this bad.... so yeah i cant bare it. even i wore stylishly she would go on whining on and on... saying i am too fashionable... wasting money on clothes blah blah blah... excuse me? its my life... i run it the way i like. i shall dress or eat or do whatever. what bothers you? damn it! just hate that in her! i was imagining a quite festival with the 5 of us. snacking on merrily.. joking about.... behaving in our own ways... visiting my uncle... but my ideas were cut of with such dreadful news. it ruined my festive mood. and now i am so not looking forward for anything.. well, i gotta flee off ... doing my organic chem h/w so yeah cant waste time. see ya.