indeed life does cut like a knife. in this era its way better to be an animal rather than being a human. i bet you could die in this century easily if your stress level jacks up like this. gosh! everyday seems to be a big torture to me. problems after problems. for one silly mistake because of my dumb ignorance this is what is sums up to. my MAIN problem is : PHYSICS.
we all do know that i hate this subject to the max. at this spur moment i am cursing the person who came up with physics all of you! Einstein, Galileo, newton and all those wacko's under the sun! you have really put me into a lot of shit! whats so important in physics? not knowing the importance of this bloody subject has put me into a big dilemma. i cant even choose a proper professional course. every single bloody course requires physics at its stated : at least a B wth?
and now i'm really regretting why didn't i ever take up an interest in physics. if i had just put in a bit more effort i wouldn't have been lamenting over here. but its not my fault if the teachers in school aren't that interesting. physics should be thought with interest , action and excitement. you cant expect every single dummy on earth to just absorb the information given. my form 4 physics teacher, who never showed us this interest. and me , being adamant in attending tuition classes thinking that it would affect my schedule. damn it! seriously! and look at the situation i'm stuck in now. crap! my foolishness.... and my ignorance.... there is no one to blame except for me.. and now i sit in one corner.... praying hard that things would change. i never knew it would turn out to be this bad. at least a B would be satisfying. who knew it would be a C. gahhhh!!!! i'm a lost soul in this wide world.. and now my worries are adding up again. i feel like exploding. the worst part is, i cant do any course without a B in physics... ( professional courses that i prefer) because everything requires at least a B in physics. i cant opt for some other course which i dont like. obviously that would create a mess because i would not have any interest in it. if i have just put in a bit more effort.... i took it too easily. i hate physics!!! if i could kill physics i would deliberately do that ! just because of one subject , observe the trouble i'm tangled in..... people, this is a great lesson to be learnt especially for those who hate physics and are gonna take an exam in it. DONT TAKE IT EASILY .
