RECOVERING FROM DEPRESSION...
no medicine nor treatment could cure me from the obstacle i'm currently tangled in. when your heart has been pierced with dreadful sentences, its pretty hard for one to just ignore it. it starts to flash on your mind on and on... every minute .. in fact every second. you cant never digest it because its pretty complicated to do so. i'm certainly not having a "love crisis" or anything... i'm not a person who believes in all those cock eyed things. but when it comes from your own blood... its worst. this is when i start to regret my presence on this surface.. currently i feel like vanishing off to some place.... getting far far away from everyone. i'm really suffering from a lot of frustration... and frustration depresses me to the max. when i'm depressed .... i'm not strong.. i'm trying out every alternative to recover but none had worked out.. 
i wish i could not see cruelty on this surface.... especially cruelty from someone you loved since you were an infant.....
its the worst torture ever.
ps: be informed that my blogging activeness shall decrease from next week... from daily posts... it shall end up as weekly posts .. and from the 23rd onwards, i bet it shall be monthly posts.. and then i shall declare myself as a useless blogger. at least i'm glad to be free from the 23rd. its my reward that i was waiting to grasp all this time. its a relief to get to you that you are free from torture.... =)
